A Sailor Saved by Grace!
by Rick St.James
A Sailor Saved by Grace ... The Testimony Of Rick St.James
The first twenty-three years of my life I have counted as
wasted, without God and without hope in this world. I joined the
United States Navy in January, 1971. I was to find out how far
downward I could go. This was to be the latter years of our nation's
conflict in Vietnam. The moral decay of the 1960's was bearing its
fruit --- the wrong fruit. My philosophy of life was embodied in the
self centered search for
"love, happiness, and the meaning
of life." I hated all the traditions and the heritage of
our nation (including God, family, and marriage). I had an
idealistic notion that man could somehow rise above war among
nations and all human suffering could be eliminated. I believed that
somehow a new age was coming (without any need for God), that man
was on the edge of making it by himself. I wrote many frivolous and
foolish narratives and poems in those years. I was a rebel from all
authority. I hated rules and conformance to the
"old ways."
To put it bluntly, I was
"a hater of God"! I was an
agnostic and a remote follower of Nostradomis. I was an adherent of
the "New Age" before there was a "New Age" movement. George McGovern
was my hero! Rock music was my life! Profanity and filthiness came
from me, as like any sailor in those foreign ports.
The USS Enterprise was to be my home for four and half years.
The first nine month cruise to the Vietnam theater in the Gulf of
Tonkin in 1972 is when I learned many things about the meanness and
depravity of man. I wrestled and mulled things over in my mind and
tried to write them down in prose. During these long, hot and humid
periods at sea aboard the largest nuclear powered aircraft carrier
in the world (over 6,000 men), God, in His mercy, was preparing the
hard ground of my heart for the planting of the seed. The seed of
the Gospel of Jesus Christ! In April 1973, a sailor by the name of
George Williamson transferred from destroyer duty to join our crew
in the maintenance of our aircraft search radar. George Williamson
was totally unlike anyone I had ever met up till that time. His
whole manner of life, his speech and his quiet disciplined service
to those in authority over him caused me to watch him like a hawk.
Everyone else in our shop crew cussed and complained about
everything. We would gripe about the food and the conditions aboard
the ship. We would gripe! gripe! gripe!, but George, even under
extreme hardships and pressure, would be a shining example of "clean
living" in adverse conditions. I noted his honesty and plainness of
speech in proclaiming this strange thing --- the Gospel of Jesus
Christ. I heard over and over about the need for sinful man to come
to Jesus Christ for salvation from the wrath of God to be made known
at the end of this age. Strange talk! But I would listen without
letting him know I was listening. To his face I'd say
"George that's enough! Don't give me any more of this religious
_____". I did not believe the Bible. I felt the Bible was
filled with the traditions and errors of men. "If there was
a God … well, I'll be okay. I'll make it." George would
quote scripture left and right! I could see some kind of power in
his life. What it was, I could not figure out. I remember so clearly
one related incident. Alex Neeb, a friend of George, was another one
of these fanatics. The berthing compartment on our ship had racks
stacked three high. Each sailor had an assigned place for sleeping
and for stowage of personal belongings. The racks had curtains
supported by a braided wire cable. The incident was like this. I
walked by Alex's rack and saw a silhouette of a man on his knees
with his head bowed down. Oh! Great! What an opportunity to expose a
hypocrite! I pulled the curtain back with a loud snap and laughed
out --- "What are you doing?" Of course, I knew what he was doing,
but I just wanted to hurt Alex. Alex just looked up with a painful
look. Then, his blue eyes stared with kindness toward me. He
expressed no anger. Feeling uncomfortable, I walked away with a
little burning of guilt building in my heart. In May, we arrived
back in the States. I remember the beautiful sight of passing under
the Golden Gate Bridge. Alameda was our home port just across the
bay from San Francisco. The next month we headed out to sea up the
West Coast to Seattle, Washington. The Enterprise was scheduled for
an extensive overhaul in the dry-dock facilities at the Bremerton
Naval Shipyard. After months of George faithfully preaching Jesus
Christ to me, I could no longer enjoy the drunken binges. No longer
did I enjoy the things of this world that formerly brought pleasure
to me. I was getting extremely discouraged and given to long periods
of thought. A pessimism for the future was taking hold --- of facing
the blackness of death! "What if heaven and hell were real?
What if I meet a holy God? What would I do? What about this Jesus
Christ, Who claimed to be the Son of God? What will I do with Him?"
It was October 27,1973. I was alone on the eighth level in the
SPS-33 radar room. The equipment was in idle --- we were in
dry-dock. It was late at evening --- no doubt the lights of
Bremerton were shining outside, but on the inside, inside this
sailor's heart, the darkness was being supernaturally dispelled! I
was face to face with the question of: "If I was to die
tonight, would I go to heaven?" George had pushed this book at me,
The Late Great Planet Earth. The author had just asked this
question. The answer was flat out NO! It was by the conviction of
God's Spirit! I didn't understand then, but I was about to go
through "the narrow gate that leadeth to eternal life". In
a flood of tears, all of a sudden, I realized the truth of the
issues of heaven and hell. It hit me like a rock! Jesus Christ is
God come in the flesh! He could save me from the wrath of God and
give me eternal life. I did not, and could not, earn or deserve,
what was a free gift, totally procured by another, by the second
Adam, even Jesus Christ. "For by grace are ye saved through
faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God: Not of
works, lest any man should boast." Ephesians 2:8,9 In
tears, I realized the weight of my sin on me, that I was going to
HELL! "Oh! Jesus, I believe you are the Son of God! Please
forgive me for my sin. Save me and give me the gift of eternal life.
Amen!" I jumped up from the desk in that room! I knew I
needed to find George. All of a sudden I realized where he was. Down
the ladders (stairs for you land people) I went to the hanger bay.
George Williamson was standing an industrial brow watch that night.
He was in his dress blues on the brow inside the shack. I felt like
I was floating in joy as I walked up to him. I had a burning in my
heart to ask George just one question. When he saw me, he had the
look on his face of understanding. He knew something happened to me.
I asked George this. "I just received Jesus Christ as my
Lord and Savior. How can I know for sure?" I will forever
remember the gleam in his eyes, while he was reaching for his pocket
New Testament and opening in excitement to 1 John 5:11-13. He said,
"Rick: read this out loud." "And this the record, that God
hath given to us eternal life, and this life is in his Son. He that
hath the Son hath life; and he that hath not the Son of God hath not
life. These things have I written unto you that believe on the name
of the Son of God ; that ye may know that ye have eternal life, and
that ye may believe on the name of the Son of God." Then
George said; "These are written that you may know!" "Rick,
it is God's Own record. He states it! Just believe it!"
That was it! that is how I got saved! I have never, never doubted
what God has done concerning my salvation! I am sealed by His Holy
Spirit. I am born again! A sinner saved by grace! Amen! Amen! Amen!
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